But if what we got tired and yet we are not finished in a challenge? Do we deserve a rest? Or maybe, it is better to continue? Is taking a break is also taking a risk for what are possible to be lost?
There are too many questions that are running and keep on ruining my mind. They say that it must always be mind over everything! But I think I am in the stage of paranoia that my mind keeps on thinking of those things that it must not thinking. I hate thinking of those things! I am sorry that I can't post those things here because of personal reasons. I just want to show what I feel.
It is very hard! Harder than what you think of. It is like on the line of the Green Day's song 21 Guns, "Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone." No hope! I can't find even a little! And I am so tired but afraid to take a rest for I might lost everything that I have built!
I thought that I already survived this. I thought that I have already won this game! But I was wrong! I was very wrong! And now I can't find a way to make everything right.
Please! Stop the time so I can have a rest!
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